hauyan

2009-09-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

I HAVE OFFICIALLY MOVED!

Relink me!

http://www.tellmeeeee.onsugar.com

Thank you :)

2009-08-29T13:01:00.002+08:00

I HAVE MOVEDDDDDDDDDD TO http://tellmeeeee.onsugar.com/

Visit me but don't relink me first!

Thank you from my heart :)

P.S I'll not delete this first, IF my Blogger acc is active again, then I'll come back here :p Keep my tagboard alive! Thank youuuuu ;)

You shine in my heart :)

2009-08-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

Okay, initially I planned to start using OnSugar, but dropped the idea as there'll be soooo many pictures that I'm feeling lazy to upload all of them already. Teehee. Oh well, guess I'll do fine without pictures....

Apart from the stress from schoolwork, everything has been running smooth. My biggest surprise for the whole month would be my (OOOOH) fantastic result for Chinese O! HAHHAHAA. A1 babeh! :D :D For one, I assumed that I'll be one of those to retake Chinese O weeks after I took the examination. So I was over the moon and got all jumpy when I saw my name with 1D sitting by it's side. The feeling is sooo good ;) It shall serve as my motivation to work hard for the coming Os and not let myself down. Moreover, by scoring an A1, I've secured myself with $50 from Papa. As Papa said, each A1 will earn me $50, A2 will be $10 (as usual). In addition, he said if I score less than 8 points for Os, I'll get a bonus of $100! Yessssssaaaaa. Erm, though I don't think I'll pin any high hopes in getting 8 points. For people like me, the possibility is very close to zero -.- But still, it sure pushes me to work harder. Work for reward, reward for work. Yeaaahhhhhhhh~~~

I'mma hit the sack now. Till then!

(Blogger, pleaseeeee lemme upload picturesssssssssss!?!?!?!!!!)

Such an ass.

2009-08-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

I can't upload any of my many picturesssssss! Blogger's driving me nuts. ARGH. When I've got so much to say you don't lemme blog bout' it. I sure can blog I mean, but without pictures? Words are not 'nuff said.

Listen you, if you still don't recover to your original state, I'm switching to something better. (bleah!)

Bring me faraway

2009-08-14T14:07:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS OVERRRRRRRRRRR!

After two weeks of hard work and insufficient sleep, the dark rings under my eyes just got darker -.- I think I need some facial mask. Ahem. Nono, just let me replenish my beauty sleep.

Will update when I can upload photos again! Got loads to share ;) Stay tuned~

Love itself is enough to make the world go round

2009-07-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

It is always like this, never different. People have to go through the pain from losing something or someone, then will we learn to cherish. Can't human-beings be more automatic, cherish before they lose? This way, there'll be no heartaches. I, too, used to make the same mistake. Well, once bitten, twice shy. Along the path of learning how to cherish, there're sacrifices. Now that I've sacrificed some of what I used to have, I hope it's never too late. 'Cos I want to tie my loved ones to my heart, and we'll never part.

No, nobody I loved died. It was just train of thoughts that had been running in my mind.

Ooh alright, I won't be blogging so often. Maybe I'll update again only after my Prelims. I'm too laid back and it is time to strike. If you have yet to start studying and you're reading this, go on, START! :)

Goodnight earthlings.

Sister stop eyeing :P

2009-07-19T15:58:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday, love

Albert Einstein once said that gravity cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. If gravity is responsible, I think many would have hunt it down. (& I would be one of them!) :P

Smile because you deserve

2009-07-17T22:00:00.005+08:00

Click here if cannot watch!

This video reminded me of what Shirley said about F4 going up on stage during the Youth Day concert to dance................ Hahaha!

Okay, I'm gonna complete some homework later on, 'cos I'm unavailable the whole afternoon/night tomorrow! Heeheee. Dinner and Dance babyyy~~ :D I'll be back with juicy updatesss :D

Papa is frying chilli crab right now and I can't wait to taste it. Though supper makes one grow horizontal easily, I'm still gonna eat! Heh, shall date my dancers out someday to gym to burn off the calories then :P

Goodnight angels :)

Wake me up.

2009-07-12T16:05:00.006+08:00

Love - Some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there

Somebody gimme the encourgement and motivation that I ought to already have? I feel I'm lacking a hell lot. Sure it doesn't sound good at all. Sometimes there's the urge to just do it, get it over and done, so I can breathe slow and not rush. This time, I ain't feeling it. Is it my heart doing too wrong or my mind doing too right?

“Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.”

“Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try.”

“Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.”

“I do not try to dance better than anyone else. I only try to to dance better than myself.”

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

Credits to ThinkExist

If self-motivation helps....
GO HAUYAN. GO GO GO!

You made me believe once more :)

2009-07-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

Think twice

Ahhh-choo! *rub nose* Tsk, my nose is falling out -.- I use so many packets of tissue today that I've lost count. It's really terrible to have flu during a school day. I thought I was falling ill too, but luckily my temperature never rises, though my flu only got worse. Oh well, at least I felt better after eating Panadol. Still manage to pull myself through as I had to attend the Ngee Ann Poly Experience thingy. Had a loooonnnggggggggggg bus ride home from there and shared many stuff with girlfriends on the way. Heeeeee :D

I arrived home at around 830pm, half dead already. So here I am typing away. *yawn* Gonna hit the sack soon. Beauty sleep is calling me.. :)

Rindu Clumsyhead ;

2009-07-02T20:22:00.003+08:00

Happy 100th Post! Hahahahhaa.

Maybe my life ain't that bad. Well, at least I don't have to worry about having no Fathers' Day (watch video) :O

The coming Tuesday will be my Chinese O level oral. Afterwhich, the end of July will be Prelims. One month later and I'll be fighting tough for the O level papers. Supersonic eh. Gosh, here I am still typing away. *slaps myself doubly hard*

I told myself that I'll start to catch up with my work once I've completed what I gotta do for D&T (artefact and folio), but that'll be three weeks from now! By then, I'm left with a mere few days to study for Prelims. That's very ridiculous of myself. Tsktsk, I think I'm being an ass right now. Haiyo. I'm out.

Blameworthy

2009-06-29T21:33:00.003+08:00

It upsets me to see Papa looking out through the window with a cigarette in hand - an indication that he's troubled. Later on when I found out with my ways, that it was actually due to some financial problems my fam is currently facing. I know Papa is worried, since he's the sole bread-winner. The reason for my heart and mind being in a mess was because of guilt. Guilt, washed through me as I thought about yesterday, when Papa told me off for spending so much on a dance concert ticket. Prolly he didn't feel the passion I have for dance, but no, I ain't blaming him. It was just guilt... What kind of daughter am I, spending money so uneconomically when Papa already is going through such a difficult time? Oh dang, shoot me.

Hold up. 28 dollars for a dance concert ticket may seem affordable for most. Well I'll just say, it's different.

It's my own uncertainty

2009-06-26T18:28:00.007+08:00

After considering throughly, I came to a decision to go to The Big Groove 2009. *big wide smiley grin from ear to ear* :D Hahaha. Fact is, I so wanted to go for the greatest exception of the dear price. I missed the early bird promotion so I gotta purchase my ticket at $25. Good for me that Mr Ben's gonna get one ticket for me :D Thank you Mr Ben! :D Heh. Can't wait for the concert on Sunday. Gonna go with Jasmine~~ We must camwhore okay. Heeheeheeheee :p

The same venue, the same way, the same sky, the same cloud, the same trees, the same sound; But when I put them in place, I see a different soul.

Ran to my heart's content @ Bedok Reservoir again. I don't know why, but when it comes to distress, running's my best and favorite way. Girlfriends know that I don't really like to say things out, I prefer keeping it inside, though it's pretty unhealthy huh. I don't like to repeat things over, let alone telling my close friends what's wrong and thus going through that same sick feeling again. Furthermore, I don't wanna add on load to the invisible burden that people may already have. Right at the end of the line, I'll still have to clear my own obstacles.

Conclusion is, I will be fine. I will stay strong and fight my way through uphill battles. And it is because I know you'll be there for me, I'll be brave too :)

Rainy days please go away . . .

2009-06-24T22:28:00.007+08:00

When your mind says give up, hope whispers one more try.
Gimme hope, please?

Name: Hauyan
Date: 6/24/2009
Colorgenics Number: 31452067

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You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

I'm doing this quiz qgain 'cos there's this feeling all cramped up inside me that I can't put into words. Why? I really wanna know. Though I don't have the slightest notion what's happening.

I'll still run in your mind like I always do :)

2009-06-21T21:05:00.004+08:00

Happy Fathers' Day ; I love you Papa :D

Ahhhhhh-choooooo! Dang, I'm down with flu. In addtion to my misery, I gotta wake up 630AM tomorrow as there'll be Design Camp in school. Guess we're all gonna be real busy with artefacts and then our folio. Oh well.. Hopefully all that I planned to do can be finished on time! Wish me luckkkkkkkk :D

Goodnight!

Sugar romance

2009-06-21T00:55:00.004+08:00

JUMP - Korean Comic Martial Arts Performance

I've missed Break Out earlier in February and now I'm comtemplating whether to go for this one! It's $38 cheapest, EXCLUDING booking fee. The same amount allows me to purchase about 10 plates of Hainanese Chicken Rice at T3. Did I mention that the Hainanese Chicken Rice there tasted real yummy? I think I didn't. Well, it's a must try! Heh, it's 1AM now and I'm drooling over thinking of the same delicious taste :P

Oh wait. The dates of the show are from 11 to 13 September. Which means...... It's super near the big Os and I doubt I'll have time to spare.. :( Sigh sigh sigh, there goes.

Hmm. The fact that I'm trying so hard to complete my homework is NOT equivalent to doing revision really makes me sick. Finishing up the homework is just something that we all gotta do, while doing revision is another thing. That's what I've realised after three weeks of not-like-holiday holidays. Well, I've not been getting my essential beauty sleep. (Slap myself, I'm still blogging -.-)

Alrights, I shall hit the sack. Till then.

Sangat lapar!

2009-06-18T19:10:00.004+08:00

Oh mann, I think Clumsyhead's right about those dark rings :O

I'm famished! The extreme hunger is killing me. Sigh, food, come to meeeeeeeeee~~~ Okay, I'm actually waiting for Papa Mama to cook the food. Heh :D well, I shall wait with utmost patience. *stomach grumbles* :O

Yesterday night was a PoruShine cum Programmers outing. Heh, I missed more than half of the outing due to meeting my clumsyhead. Anyway, their plan was to watch Drag Me To Hell. I certainly don't wanna be dragged to hell, so I decided to skip it :D Heeee, okay I just can't take horror movies, but talk about SPI, bring it on mannn! Heh, continue. Went to chill at Suntec Sky Garden while waiting for the movie to end so we could have supper. Soothing wind and no other disturbance, the Sky Garden is sure the perfect place to spend with your love one! :D

Had supper at Old Airport Road and had some laughters with those peeps. Miss them soooo much, right Wendi? :D And I so gotta catch up with my girls! Heh.

Alrights, dinner's ready! *fly off*

Without you, it's only black and white

2009-06-14T23:36:00.007+08:00

I see colours :)

Once again, I'm proud of myself! Hahahahaha. Yesterday, I went to study at the airport with Vivian, and I completed two pieces of homework. Today, I proudly announce that I manage to finish Chemistry WS, Emath P2 and Amath revision paper! *Claps for self* (Ignoring the fact that I skipped quite a lot of questions) Oops. Maybe not so proud. Hahhaha :P

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Your embrace so warm,
got my heart melted like never before.

Your heart so sincere,
I can feel it a thousand miles away from here.

Your smile so hearty,
it is my all-time favorite galaxy.

Your love so genuine,
keeps my heart beating faster, yet so steady.

& just so you know,
you'd become part of my life, yes you had already.

When the clock strikes twelve..

It'll be our seventh month :D

Babyloveee :D :D

2009-06-12T23:14:00.005+08:00

Hahaha! Was playing with the Acer Crystal Eye Webcam :P Mann, I'm so proud of myself for completing the English speech and porposal in two hours! It's unusual for me, since usually I'll be easily distracted. Heh :D

All I gotta say is that I've soent twenty four hours in my life doing nothing too meaningful.

But I must really compliment the food :P

Catastrophe

2009-06-10T20:43:00.004+08:00

Henna

Hellooooooooooooooo.

A hectic week I had, can't even recall what I did last week already -.- Oh oh oh, now I remember. It was Bv Bazaar last Saturday, and yes! It's also the day I bid my long hair goodbye and welcome my short hair with open arms. Hahhahaha.

Sunday was spent doing nothing :S :S and here comes Monday, SPxperience and dry run for Nightwalk @ TP. Met my girlfriends on Monday and made our way to SP (somebodyyy was very latee :P). We headed to IMM right after the refreshment and shopped around till 4pm. Ooohh I bought a lovely pink glittered mirror for my sister! I'm such a niceeee sister right! HAHAHHAA.

Afterwhich, I headed to TP for the dry run which lasted for 4 hours. Had many things to plan and organise, and Ling had to brief me on the actual Nightwalk etc. Since it was already 3am when everything ended, I stayed over at Ling's house and went back home early in the morning at aound 8.30am.

Once I arrived home, I'm left with only one hour to:

-Sweep the floor
-Mop the floor
-Fold the clothes
-Pack my bag for Nightwalk/Stayover
-Bathe
-Eat breakfast cum lunch

I was drained out as I dragged myself out of the house again. On a brighter side, I was on my way to meet my love before getting on with all the work :D Though it was just mere two hours of get together after not meeting up for quite some time, I'm thankful enough. Soon after, proceeded to TP and started settling the logistic stuff and prepared for the Nightwalk.

Thoughts & heartfelt words ; Unexpected situations took place, and it was like they all came in a package. I can't deny that my mood was totally dampened when situations like such took place. I felt so useless and good-for-nothing. At times I asked myself, "Why did I agree to take up the role as the I/C? I'm not even up to standard and whatsoever! I should have taken up the role of the 'ghost'...". It sure was a battle in my mind. However, I gotta say that I have gained quite a lot. Seriously. I've learnt to how to use a walkie, I've learnt how to put things into place and I've got a feel of how to run a programme. It was indeed a great opportunity. Thank you CK, Jeremy and also, DaJie, for guiding me through.. :)

Picture the other half

Sigh, waking up at 5.30am tomorrow, gotta go SP for a business course experience I think. Oh well, goodnight peeps.

It comes from the heart :)

2009-06-04T22:33:00.006+08:00

Check them out mann!

My dancers totally made my day today :D I'm so gonna miss going to dance studio; I'll miss the times we messed around before dance starts, and continue with the truckloads of fun after practices; I'll miss running together, our gym sessions; I'll miss doing cheerleading stunts; I'll miss each and every single dancers, not forgetting our two beloved teachers, Ms Ang & Ms jane. After four years in Modern Dance, I've definitely learnt a ton. These memories, will be locked inside my heart :)

Okay, I gotta hit the sack soon. There're still lessons tomorrow - English & Emaths. Oh yes, last thing before I take my leave. I'M GONNA CHOP OFF MY HAIR, SUNDAY! Hahaha, cut it short I mean. So....

Goodbye to my pretty, long, long hair! HAHHAHAA :P

Goodnight gems and jewels!

'Cos I really do, my love

2009-05-31T11:01:00.003+08:00

Love so sugary honey sweet, I can never get enough of it :)

Finally I'm updating my dusty blog. Has been very busy with school work.. Well, chinese O is tomorrow! Can't help but be serious about it, so this post ain't gonna be veryyy long too! Heh.

After a week of intensive chinese preparation for the big O, at long last I got a short break yesterday :D Went out to Expo with my family, to Popular sale, food exhibition and John Little sale. Anddddd, I SPENT $80! Mann, there goes the money in my bank. Oh well, at least I grinned from ear to ear upon reaching home with those new clothes and yummy snacks :P

Ahh I'm feeling a lil' giddy now, and the credit goes to the flu medicine I ate thirty minutes back. I kept sneezing ever since I open my eyes in the morning, woken up by a terrible nightmare. Tsk. I dreamt of zombies a few days back and yesterday's dream was about a gigantic cobra. Scary, really! Guess I need to get back some sweet dreams right now before I start practising chinese again. Heeee.

Till then!

P.S ALL THE BEST TO 4E/5N PEEPS TAKING CHINESE O TOMORROW! :D

Freeeeeeeeee

2009-05-24T21:34:00.003+08:00

Run

I've been running so many times this week. Yes, most of the time, alone. Well, there were many emotions running wild so I gotta run them out. Sometimes being alone feels the best, 'cos there is no expectation of yourself from anyone :)

P.S Chinese O in eight days! :O

Shake it baby!

2009-05-18T23:11:00.006+08:00

BEFORE YOU WATCH!: Please take note that the first try of the dance ain't very synchronised with the song. And also take note that we have yet to reach the professional level, so no criticism needed okay! Thank you very much :)

Dance choreographed by Mr. Khye, Chun was helping us ;) Music - Four Minutes by Madonna ft. Justin Timberlake

It was actually Souyoung who told me bout' this video on youtube. It just brings back so many memories we shared with Chun! Heard she's teaching BGSS now. Hmm.. hope she's still as great right now!

Mannn, I can't wait for dance tomorrow! I was all hyped up upon receving Jiayan's text bout' dance resuming! :D :D Finally can go into our studio and dance and hand standdddddd! :D And and and, I miss those jolly dancers! Oh yeahhhhhhhhh ;)

Alrights, I can't be so ecstatic at this time (11:38PM!).

Okay, goodnight, angels on Earth!

Late Night Calls

2009-05-16T23:54:00.003+08:00

From Facebook! :P

1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?
! "NOOOOOOOO! I'm only sixteen Doctor!?!"

2. Do you trust all of your friends?
! Only the closest ones.

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
! Does that mean that my husbandis an Ang Moh? HAHAHAHA

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
! YUP!

5. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
! I look like a money changer?

6. Which one of your friends/family do you think would make the best doctor?
! Doctor I ain't sure, if it's nurse, surely it'll be Cindi!

7. Are you afraid of falling in love?
! Not feeling that way for now :P

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
! Yessss, that ass :D

10. What's your most favorite scar?
! Favorite scar?! No favorites for that please!

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
! I'm still waiting for a chance to go overseas taking a plane.

12. What did the last text message you sent say?
! "Call me at 1245am kay!"

13. What feature do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
! Their very own special charm I guess.

14. Fill in the blank. I love: :D :D :D

15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
! Be a freelance dancer! ;)

16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call?
! Papa, Mama, Sister, Elene and Clumsyhead!

17. How many kids do you want to have?
! Three sounds great :D

18. Would you make a good parent?
! Ooh this is difficult to tell since I've yet to have any experience!

19. Where was your profile picture taken?
! -

20. Whats your middle name?
! HAU

21. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
! Waiting for a phone call.

22. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
! I wouldn't wanna go back and change it since it'd already been done.

23. Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
! My bestest girlfriendssssss :D

24. What are you wearing right now?
! Black shirt + black shorts.

25. Righty or Lefty?
! Rightyyyyy

26. Best place to eat?
! Anywhere cheap with delicious food :D

27. Favorite jeans?
! Skinny jeans :P

28. Favorite animal?
! Cats ;)

29. Favorite juice?
! QOO :D :D

30. Have you had the chicken pox?
! Not yet! Better not get it any sooner if not I gotta stay back in BV again next year to retake O levels! :S

31. Have you had a sore throat?
! Yes.

32. Ever had a cat fight?
! Hahhahaha. I don't do cat fights.

33. Who knows you the best?
! Hmm....

34.Shoe size?
! 37/38. YES I got big HK foot. HAHAHHAHA

35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
! Contact lenses for outdoors, glasses when I'm in.

36. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
! HOW TO FIGHT WITH FISH?!?

37. Been to Mexico?
! Nooo. What bout' swine flu there huh?

38. Did you buy something today?
! YUP, a pair of new sneakers! Erm, hold up. Actually Mama paid for it :P

39. Did you get sick today?
! No! I'm veryyyy healthy :D

40. Do you miss someone today?
! Always babeh!

42. When is the last time you had a massage?
! I massaged my own shoulder yesterday -.-

43. Last person to lie in your bed?
! Myself? I mean, who else....?!

44. Last person to see you cry?
! Hmm.. Can't recall..

45. Who made you cry?
! My emotions.

46. What was the last TV show you watched?
! Boys Over Flower on Channel U! Veryyyyy the nice!

47. What are your plans for the weekend?
! Jogging! :D

48. Who do you think will re-post this?
! Anybody who wanna do it?

49. Who was the last person you hung out with?
! My sister and Mama :D

50. If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
! "Wait till we're eighteen then we get married okay!" HAHHAHAHAHA.

Out for my phone call! :D

That's when I love you

2009-05-15T20:59:00.004+08:00

Drop it like it's hot!

After so many months, I finally got to watch You Got Served ! :D Adrian's recommendation was not wrong (for once). Hahaha. The storyline is very close to Stomp The Yard. Or was it Stomp The Yard that is similar to You Got Served? .. Ooh whatever~ In simple words, you gotta watch it, dance-lovers :)

It's the sixth month Baby! :D

Tomorrow babeh (:

2009-05-14T19:43:00.005+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to Chien Nee! :D

Like a flower blooms, our friendship rules. It'd been 4 years since we got to know each other and I never regret having you as my friend! :D So we must keep in contact alrights! And and and.. about your church meeting........ ahem.. *runs off* :P heeeeeee :D love you!

After Chinese oral yesterday, F4, Chewy and Kelvin went to Tampines to shop a lil' while before going back to school for D&T. While after English oral today, F4, Chewy, Kelvin, Zafir and Chee Kia went to Changi Airport for a mini celebration for Chien Nee! :D

Though the time was short, it still feels so stressless going out for two days straight. There ain't no nothing I gotta worry while I'm out with these fabulous peeps :)

Two slices of chocolate indulgence! Boy, it's just so yummyyyyyy *DROOL*

Vivian for once your eyes very big! :P hehehehhehee

Okay, so today is the 14th of May. Which actually shows how close we are to our O level Mother Tongue :O Yessssss I gotta admit that I ain't prepared! Gimme some motivation please? :S

Intruders will be prosecuted

2009-05-13T18:52:00.005+08:00

When you know a group of people talked garbage bout' yourself, you can either choose to ignore those rubbish, confront whoever the mouth belongs to, or let it go like it never happened. It's easy to say "forget it!". Truth is, forgetting is easier said than done. Let alone pretending it never happened.

Sometimes I wouldn't wanna care what others think bout' myself. 'Cos at the end of the day, I'm still myself and it's still their mouth. It just so happens that words can really kill. I ain't sure what they exactly said bout' me, but one thing that I'm certainly positive is, it is very far from good. Oh well, I just wanted to let out some emotions. Now, it ain't gonna bother me no more. :)

耳边风 :)

Going bonkers

2009-05-11T15:19:00.004+08:00

Romeo, thank you. For every lil' thing.

D&T. There're uuncountable problems that I gotta think about and I don't know where else to seek help. With so many things to decide, how can my brain cells not die? Am really trying real hard to think. Dang, take that headache away.

I need a break. I want to run. Yes. Gonna go jogging with Vivian later. Runnnnnnnnn my heart out.

Oh, yes before I forget.

Happy Mothers' Day to you, my dearest Mama :)

Hope our lil' gift has brought you joy and most importantly, you gotta know that sister and I love you! (So is Papa!) ;)

Alright, till then.

Let those stress flow by

2009-05-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

Babe, we're on TV! HAHAHA :P

Dancing with heart and soul feels gooooooood :D

Spent a good three hours dancing with Vivian @ StudioWu today :D Attended popping, locking and J/K pop dance classes. I must say that popping is a real joy! The instructor is just so nice :) Love it mann. Locking was not too bad too, but it really took away my energy :S J/K pop was the best! We danced to Oh Yeah by Rain :D We ain't gonna forget those cool steps rightttttt Vivian?! :P Heehee.

Alright, beauty sleep is awaiting for me. Goodnight living creatures.

❤ Miss you, clumsyhead!

4e3 09' ! :D :D :D

2009-05-04T19:46:00.025+08:00

Last Friday was spent meaningfully with my classmates :D Although I gotta say it's kind of a disappointment not to have all 38 people's presence, the 25 of us still had a whole lot of fun ;)

Upon reaching Escape Theme Park, we gave Gunadi a birthday surprise :D I pre-ordered a Black Forest Cake from Bengawan Solo, butttttt, I MADE A GRAVE MISTAKE :S 'cos Bengawan Solo ain't halal! Luckily the Malay boys didn't mind, righttttt? Oh yes, while the girls were distributing the cakes, Wanyu and I managed to smash cakes on Gunadi :P That's when the rest of the crowd started throwing cakes at him too. Heee. Oh welll, he was going Wild Wild Wet after the celebration anyway! :P

Went our separate ways. Alicia, Tiffany, Gunadi, Cerelia, Wanyu, Junkai made their way to Wild Wild Wet; Ansari, Aqil, Shaqeez, Izwan, Indra went to the beach; Shirley, Vivian, Calvin, Jansen, Kelvin, Hengfei, Chunkiat, Cheekia, Benson, Maurice and I proceeded into Escape Theme Park.

From Haunted House to Go Kart to Viking to Wet & Wild to Inverter to eating lunch and dinner together.... Fun simply filled our day :)

So here goes the pictures!
(WARNING: some pictures ain't too glam. okay)

OMG it's 12AM already. I finally finish uploading the MANYYYY pictures.

Till then.

You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

2009-05-03T16:04:00.005+08:00

See the smiles on our faces? :P

Will post about 4e3 Class Outing last Friday once I received all the pictures from Chee Kia alrights. Stay tune! :D

All deep down from the bottom of my heart..

I am sorry,
for leaving you in lurch,
for leaving without a word.

You must be broken,
to see me soar high,
but keeping you out of my sight.

Just so you know,
you're not forgotten,
you're always on my mind.

I left for a reason,
prolly you don't know why.

Still, I'll be here for you.
Right here just a text away.. :)

Talk to you soon, Hyd.

Run & drown those sorrow

2009-04-28T20:45:00.004+08:00

Spent the evening last Saturday with Vivian at Bedok Reservoir :) I was just on time to catch the sun set after my round. Beautiful ain't it? Anyway, it felt kinda good as Vivian and I indulge in reminiscence. There were so many memories that came flooding in. To end off our day, I waited with her for service 5 and had a great time chatting with her during the wait :P Heeheee.

Well, things ain't looking bright these days. Nono, my life is okay, but someone else's ain't alright at all. And I'm feeling it.. Sigh, if only I could somehow do a lil' magic that will bring a smile to people's faces.... Hmmmm.. I wonder.

KINDNESS MOVEMENT

This is just ONE out of the FORTY-TWO snapshots who took!

The class ain't complete without you... :'(

Goodnight. Peace.

Dance Dance

2009-04-24T22:30:00.005+08:00

OMG THIS IS HOTTTTT!

Tryna learn the choreo! :P Anyway, eye at the red tee guy, he's the instructor and ooohhh~~ He's dopeeeee! :D :D

I can't rewind

2009-04-23T21:37:00.004+08:00

Oxygen filled my lungs as I tried to keep a constant breathing. Adrenaline flows through my body as I took longer strides. I see the finishing line. My legs took off before my mind could decide. There, I'm sprinting. Fast and furious, like I'm gonna explode any time. "A few more steps!" I encouraged myself.

"Yes Hauyan! You did it!"

I managed to pull through and dash across the end. Contentment and satisfaction, I'm on cloud nine.

If only life was that easy ;

You aim and you'll win.
You perservere and you'll reach.
You work hard and you'll get it.

I do agree, sometimes it is like this.
At other times, it may not be.

I ain't sure myself what's bothering me. I've yet to unlock my own heart and do some soul searching. I don't know what's the root of it. I shall contemplate.

I'll unlock my own heart

2009-04-20T00:31:00.019+08:00

Before it all slip my mind, I better put them up here first :)

9 APRIL 2009 ; Those sugary sweet dancers gave me a birthday surprise! Yes they sure succeeded in bring me smiles 'cos it has not crossed my mind that they'll prepare a surprise. Moreover, at that time my mind was only filled with syf, syf and syf. Thank you dancers, forever in my heart you guys will stay :) hugs!

10 APRIL 2009 ; Ice skating with Shirley, Vivian, Chien Nee (FlowerFour) :P

Shirley's leg so shinyyyy

Trying so hard to balanceeeeeee!

Girlfriendssss

This is the result of cam whoring while ice skating :P

In conclusion, we enjoyed ourselves to the maximum and I must say that I want to ice skate again! Thank you girls for fabulous time spent with you all :D Hugs!

11 APRIL 2009 ; Outing with PoruShine & Cousins @ Sentosa

Blame it on my laziness to upload more photos! All in all, my day was spent wonderfully with those peeps :D

12 APRIL 2009 ; Outing with family, dinner at Swensens :D

The dinner was absolutely pleasant :) Though Papa didn't complain bout' anything, I know myself that this meal must have cost him a bomb. Boyyyy do I love my family!

Anyway, on that same day, PoruShine gave me a surprise too! What's more was that Mama played along with them in tricking me so I totally believed her. Still, I wanna say that I love that three-in-one bear and of course, those yummy chocolates! ;)

YESSA, finally finish! It's 2:07AM already :O Goodnight living creatures on the Earth.

忍一时，风平浪静。退一步，海阔天空。

2009-04-17T16:09:00.003+08:00

It's like taking away those shattered glass pieces with bare hands

Give us time, we'll get over it.. Yes.. just some time..

Love you, dancers. In my heart we'll remain the best.. *flying hugs*

Psyched out

2009-04-14T18:30:00.003+08:00

Sigh...

Let's just cross our fingers and hope for the best...

Are you game for it?

2009-04-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

We've been training so hard, sweat soaking our shirts and muscle aching all over, it's all for tomorrow. Tomorrow's the big day. Dancers, we'll strive and get to our highest. But no matter what, it's not about winning, it's the process. Really. All these days we've been working hard on this piece of dance, tomorrow's our last chance to perform and to show the judges we really do enjoy the choreography. So, we gotta smile, don't forget to smile :)

We can. We will. We must.

As you run around my mind, I can't help but smile

2009-04-07T21:00:00.009+08:00

Instructions: Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation.

The age you'll be on your next birthday:

Sugary Sixteen

A place you'd like to travel to:

Australia :)

Your favourite place:

My hometown; Lion City

Your favourite food:

Will never get sick of it :P

Your favourite pet:

Those fishy in my house :)

Not forgetting, Casper :P

Your favourite colour combination:

Black&Red

Favourite piece of clothing:

Anything casual and comfortable

Your favourite TV Show:

Catch it every Sat & Sun, 9:30AM on Channel 8 :D :D

First name of your significant other:

For that Clumsyhead

The town in which you live in:

Proud to say, Singapore

Your first job:

Selling bubble tea with Shirley

A bad habit that you have:

Getting angry easily, especially with those I actually love a hell lot :S

Your worst fear:

GET AWAY FROM MEEEE

Are you afraid of the dark?

What you would like to do before you die:

Live for another twenty years with my beloved husband :D

YES I'M DONE! ;)

Was dead beat after a long day of school, NAPFA test and then dance practice. Fortunately there ain't any homework that needs to be handed up by tomorrow, so today I can rest! Well, things haven't been on a sunny side last week and I almost gave up everything. Hence I'm gonna take things easy this week. No pushy or rushy, just wanna take one step at a time.

Exactly one more week to the BIG day - SYF!

Just be

2009-04-06T20:23:00.006+08:00

Confidence; Here we come :P

Speech Day 09' was a success! :D :D It sure feels wonderful to hear a thunderous applause from the audience. May our SYF be just as perfect, or even better! ;) Girls and Adrian, let's go for it!

Dearest sister is out for camp till Wednesday night. Sigh, it only means that there ain't gonna be someone I could share my thoughts with if I happened to be troubled during these three days and, I gotta sleep aloneeee... :( Hmmm. On the contrary, I CAN HAVE THE WHOLE BED :D Oh well, positive and negative, guess there're well balanced.

I'm turning sixteen this Sunday, but I don't seem to feel a tinge of excitement. Nothing like that at all. Geez, I'm more concern with dates like 14 April (SYF).... Ahhh, guess the reason for this feeling is due to S.T.R.E.S.S. Seriously, I've got so many other stuff to ponder about.

Okay, I'm very displeased right now. 'Cos this clumsyhead didn't heed my advice of taking good care of himself and now he fall sick, again. Saya sangat marah boleh (direct translate). Argh, that clumsyhead.

Shall stop sulking. Till then.

I'll put on my strongest front and face the toughest

2009-04-02T21:04:00.004+08:00

Above was a video taken during our Speech Day rehearsal in 2008. Watching it really brings butterflies to my stomach as tomorrow will be our Speech day performance for 2009. This year, we're gonna perform the SYF piece that we'll also be dancing on 14 April, which is the actual SYF Central Judging. Ahhhh, I feel more of those butterflies right now! 14 April is just twelve days away you see! :S :S

Oh well, whatever it is, I just wanna do my best and smile all I can during performance tomorrow :) Welllll, who knows it might be the last performance we seniors have before stepping down. Gotta cherish all the time in the world that I have with those lovable dancers ;)

Pardon me, I'm gonna let out my emotions. Read it or leave it yeahhh, no harm done.

Yesterday was a day so wrong. I felt totally useless and vulnerable, a feeling that I've never experienced before. There're just so many thoughts that left me bewildered. The more I tried to shake them off my mind, the more they wanna stay in my head. I just couldn't control those tear glands of mine. Within a blink, tears start streaming down my face. Lost was the only word I could think of.

This morning was no where better. My mood was dampened just by one sentence. It has made me truly understand the feeling of being wronged. I certainly feel that everything was a misunderstanding, but I gotta sort out my thoughts and put my emotions in place before taking any actions. Sigh. This irriatating feeling was beyond words can describe.

Geez, thank goodness smiles came waiting for me at my doorstep. I gotta say a big THANK YOU to them girls who'd listened to my unhappiness :) Jy, HsuanYu, Vivian, thanks a whole lot babes. Really, really needed your listening ears. Sure enough, those smiles were brought by you girls. Love y'all a whole lot ;) & not forgetting, Ms Ang/Mrs tan, for the care and concern you gave me during yesterday's lil' chat :)

Phew. After typing everything out, I feel much more light-hearted. Okay, shall stay this way. Afterall, the kindest thing to do for the people you care most about is to become a joyous and cheerful person. For the people I love, I'll be happy :)

Honeylove

2009-03-30T00:27:00.005+08:00

Some things I tryna figure out;

Rainy days please go away,

leave my dearest in a better place.

Frowns and sorrow get outta way,

as I clear your worries from those dark gray haze.

You'll be fine and not in daze,

for I promise to be there when you're trapped in maze..

Now, tell me you're gonna be alright with no more heartaches?

Let them flow

2009-03-27T15:59:00.005+08:00

Here are the pictures I promised :)

Dang, I just love them dancers ;)

Raspberry ice-cream, as sugary sweet as my honey love dream :D

Uh oh, I'm in....

Deep in thoughts

2009-03-21T23:47:00.004+08:00

SHINE

Met SHINE @ Topone yesterday and we sang our hearts out, ending the whole karaoke session with a hot song by Coco Lee :P We even danced so freely though the room is smalllllll. We sure had a blast ;)

Travelled to Tampines afterwhich and gave Cindi a bithday surprise together with PoruShine :D I gotta say she's real gullible! Heeeeee :P sooooooo, before it slipped off my mind....

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CINDI!Hey girl! What I wanna say to you are all in that card! I bet you love it veryyyy much! Heeheee :D Love you babe!

To my dearest PTGF, please stay strong and do hang on there! I understand that uncountable things have been crashing down on you and it definitely is hard to put them all in place. Don't feel that life's messed up okay! 'Cos you're one the luckiest girl on Earth - You've got a nice family, a great bunch of jovial friends and not forgetting, SHINE! We're here, I am here, always. With many hugs :)

A myriad of thoughts were running through my mind yesterday night. In fact, those were pounding hard inside me. I couldn't voice it out. It feels... wrong. Something was wrong I know and, some things in my heart, I just can't figure it out.

Dance yo

2009-03-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

I feel so high up in the air; Ecstatic

Due to my absence in school on Friday, I practically spent my whole yesterday to gain back all my beauty sleep that I lost during the weekdays. My energy level has thus been recharged back to a hundred percent. Great thing, 'cos we had dance bbq today! ;)

Promise to get back with pictures. Just gotta wait for Jialing and Jolene to upload and I'll sure grabbbbbbbbbb handful of those :D

Two days in a row was spent to my liking, so tomorrow I shall finish up things that I don't exactly love - Homework, with a capital H. Yes, capital H 'cos I've got uncountable waiting for me on my study table.

Oh well, at least I had smiles yesterday, today and tomorrow, I'll be smiling again :)

Till then.

Satisfaction, yet overloaded

2009-03-12T22:49:00.010+08:00

Pulau Ubin; Makes your eyes popped out with those breath taking sceneries

After a week of hustling about my school work, I'm dead beat. Sleeping at 2AM and 3AM for 4 consecutive days had really wiped off all my energy. So tonight, I'll make sure I'll be snoring away on my comfy bed before 2AM :D

I've been trying to squeeze out some time to blog about my Pulau Ubin trip with Shirley, Vivian, Chien Nee and Chien Ling. & there, now is the time, I'll just show pics.

On the way to P.U

1 Vivian, 1 Hauyan, 1/2 Shirley

:)

"Whats that?!" :O

House @ P.U

If I didn't get it wrong, this is the other side of the quarry we went during OBS

:D

Muddy lake

While waiting for Shirley and Vivian, the camera sure came to good use ;)

BEAUTIFUL AIN'T IT??

After getting some injuries from falling off the bike, Vivian and Shirley ride a bike together, the above picture thus portrays how difficult it is to cycle. Moral of story, don't clumsily fall off the bike! :P

:D :D

Aiya, cannot see Shirley's braces, heh :P

Something real hilarious happened just before this picture was taken.... right, Chien Nee? :P

Jump shot 2

WE DID IT :D

Self-Timer is not so usable for jump shots eh?

Chien Nee: Yes I'm in the air!
Chien Ling: Yes I'm all ready to jump!
Me: NO I'm still in a i-am-riding-a-motorbike-position! HAHAHHAHAHHA

Luckily the photo's quite blur, if not I muct have looked funny :S

Hut by the sea

From the back: Shirley, Vivian, Chien Ling, Chien Nee, Hauyan :D

Such heart-stirring scenery

Smiles, all around :D

Ladies :)

On the way back to Singapore Island

No matter no bright the Sun shines, no matter how vast the sea is....

Thoughts.

Alright, that's about most of the wonderful times we spent at Pulau Ubin :)

Before I turn in, here's a phrase which somehow inspired me and make me learn something..
"Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there."

Goodnight! :D :D

Teach me to trust again

2009-03-05T19:50:00.003+08:00

Need some piecing back

Its still clear and fresh in my mind things we'd talk about before. You told me that 'You Got Served' is a superb and must-watch movie. You told me before that I just gotta plug in, listen to those hiphop songs and just let my body do the dancing. You told me that you'll wait for our krumping session. Though I've yet to fufil any of it, all of these, I've not forgotten. Now what about you? What about you saying that you want to fufil the seniors' dreams? What about you telling me that you do enjoy dancing? Did you do it? Did your actions show it all? I'm sorry, but no.

Thanks sooo much. Sigh.

Disappointment engulfed me as I realised whats exactly going on. Initially, anger was all I felt, but somehow it had turned into a bitter pill. Thinking back about the lengthy chat we had just about two weeks ago, you now made me feel like a complete moron, for wasting precious time to talk to you, encourage you, motivate you and hear your side of thoughts. Back then, I even shared with you my own personal experience which nobody else I've told. Its just a few days back that I still carry a faith in you. I believed in you. I really did believed in you. I even am convinced that you will persevere and hold on till the end of the competition, like what you'd told me previously. But sad to say, you didn't. Its just so heart wrenching to know that I've put my trust in the wrong person, in you. My trust in you has now evaporated.
Do think about it, you lost all trust in someone you once trusted so much. So yes, thats how my heart's feeling. I am utterly disappointed in you.

When I sent the text,
I told you I'll be fine.
Truth is,
I wished you were by my side...

You're in my head like a song on the radio

2009-03-03T23:19:00.003+08:00

Extreme joy filled my heart to the brim as Common Test One marks itself with a full stop :D

Though its the end of it, it also brings the 4E5N a step closer to our 'O' war. Yes I do know that I gotta balance both studies and cca, but for the time being, I'mma focus more on my cca.
'Cos its SYF, my last Dance SYF in Bedok View. So gotta treasure every bit of training, rehearsals and especially the time spent with beloved dancers :)

Ahh. I hope I can prove myself right bout' this particular thing, by getting good grades for those tests I just took previously. Ooh well, we'll see.

Back on the 24th of Febuary....

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY! :D
Heeheehee, you await for my long overdue present for you! *WINK*

Back on the 26th of Febuary....

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO RIZUAN! :DYes Abang, we'll master our handstands till it last for minimum 10seconds yeah!

From the bottom of my heart, are the above dedications from ;)

Alrights, its late. Gonna turn in and get ready for tomorrow's mystery.

Free yourself, get electrified

2009-02-16T16:01:00.004+08:00

BREAKOUT !

Last Friday Jiayi asked whether I wanna go watch Breakout with her the following day. God was I thrilled! Sadly I couldn't make it due to my already planned plans. If only Jiayi's tickets were for Sunday...... Oooohhhh well, at least I got an event booklet from Ivan. Heee, can't stop eyeing at those Bboy's snapshots in the booklet! :P

Anyway, I read these at Aunt Nora's blog :)

"A man's deepest desire won't turn "on" because you're great or because you're prettier than any woman he knows. BUT... a man is utterly mesmerized by you when you're fully in your Feminine self - SOFT on the Outside, STRONG on the Inside. When you're self-assured and know and believe in your worth. "

" There are many fish in the sea. There is no one and only Mr. or Mrs. Right and no perfect person, only real people, with real imperfections. Finding love means being open to many possibilities and making compromises.

You have to climb the mountain if you want to enjoy the view. Take reasonable risks and try new ideas. It is only a matter of time, patience and persistence before success comes.

Resist the temptation to reveal too much about your personal life too soon. Avoid discussing with strangers about your real age, income, your ex-relationships, horrible dates, mishaps, legal problems, your psychiatrist. You never know how this information will be used.

Discuss the future, the possibility for friendship, tell him/her about the ideal qualities, relationship, family that you might be interested in the future. Listen carefully to his/her reaction.

Keep distance from other single friends who had bad relationships. They will tell you all if you will just listen, it is spread poison.

Don’t be picky - you will never find a perfect emotional, intellectual and physical match. You are facing hardship, disappointment. Instead, BE SELECTIVE: look for family values, integrity, compassion, commitment, intelligence, etc.. "

Precise yeah?

Valentine's here, couples never fear

2009-02-14T00:53:00.015+08:00

Your smile so bright, my grin can't hide;When you beamed at me, my head felt light.

Firstly, happy valentine's day to all! :D

Spent my beautiful saturday with D&T in the morning; With my dearest girls, Shirley, Nanah and Aishah in the afternoon; With funpeeps of PoruShine at night! Well, group date is still considered as a date right? :P For now, it may even seems better than couple couple date. No offence, just my personal feel yea (:

Alrights, I just got home like, an hour ago, so I don't have all of the pictures taken on the fabulous 14Feb. Oh well, at least there're some pictures down there to fill the space. Heeee. Friggin' beat, goodnight loving humans who're all around. Till then.

Aishah; Nanah :D

Joy and laughter is all we had :)

Nanah; Shirley :D

Aishah, are you trying to steal all the fries away while we ain't looking?! :P

Roses

Shirley trying to cover her braces!

Heehee!

Round one battle!

We know not what we did 'cos we just do what we wanna do ;)

Nananananananananananananananananah~

Alamak, Nanah's rose!

Eying at the pure white rose

Nice nice!

At waterfront bridge, with sister

Jeremy, Gabriel :D

Felicia; Ahh bad hair day

Love like sisters

Too bad my handphone can't capture a sharp image of this breathtaking night view..

WEN DI! :D

Annoyance, what temper.

2009-02-13T00:16:00.004+08:00

When I don't utter a word, it doesn't mean that I didn't mind what you did and I can ignore the fact. Truth is, I was stunned initially, fury eventually. I know you wouldn't be reading this, but whatever it is, you just beware. Disturb me once, I let you off. The second time? Not so easy peasy as you may thought. Show your idiotic face again and I'll give ya some kicks in the ass and send you flying off to Saudi Arabia, you perverthead.

If you happened to know what happened, you'll know what happened. It may not be as serious as it seems, but wear my shoes and feel what I feel, you feelin' me?

Okay, next.

Read this in Cindi's blog: "Never make someone your everything 'cos when they are gone, you've got nothing". Its so sentimental, yet its just so true. How can two just let go after all that they'd gone through? Agony would just be a word that underestimate how much it really will hurt.

Give it a lil' more patience

2009-02-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

From Jasmine's blogggggg ;) Goodness, I must agree with what Jasmine said about this - FREAKINGLY TRUE! Sure enough, the result do changes, but below is what it is for me right now.

Name: Hauyan
Date: 2/9/2009
Colorgenics Number: 54312067

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

Try it here!

Putting on a strong front

2009-02-07T00:19:00.004+08:00

Meteor, if I had one wish...? Just one... Please?

I cross my fingers, I'm praying hard.

Is there really nothing wrong? Is it really just me? Am I thinking more than I should? I'm sorry is thats the case. But.. There's this something bothering me. Telling me that something really did happen and that you're lying that its nothing. I've no clue why.

Dang. That feeling is a killer.

Despair and unease creep all over my heart. I can barely breathe, feeling not a single pump of oxygen. All alive outside, but dying inside.

If I would just perish...........

*snap*

There I go.

You must be tired 'cos you've been running through my mind

2009-02-06T16:12:00.012+08:00

You're my motivation, bringing me to the greatest height, but don't you let go or I'll never rise

Miss Wen Di, I miss you so damn lot that I gotta put our photo on the news to search for you! HEEEE

Miss those girlfriendssss ;)

At last, I slowed down my pace and took just enough breaths to relieve those tension I had for the past few days, or weeks I could say. It felt so nice to be home early for once ever since school life started all over again. What makes it lovelier is that when I return home, all tired and sluggish, my loved ones are in the house and welcoming me in their very own way. Now about my dearest family, I feel more than content :)

I've been missing those darls up there in the pic. Some more Ling and Cindi will be away on a cruise for the next two to three days. Which means we can only meet the next week, including the fact that if I've got not much to complete, which is kinda not possible. But whatever it is, if you girls reading this, just so you know that I miss you as much as a gazillion gigagrams of Takoyaki!

Okay, 'cos I'm craving for Takoyaki real much. Its no wrong to treat yourself to some yummylicious food after a long day isn't it? So yessa, I'll get them down at the Pasar Malam later! :D

Till then!

Oh my girlfriends please take care, do enjoy and come back safe! :D
I love you babes!

Time starts to pass, before you know it, you're frozen.

2009-02-02T15:48:00.003+08:00

When life gives you a lemon, ask for sugar

During the first half of lessons today I ain't feeling too good. My head felt heavy, my limbs are all jelly and my eyelids are trying so hard to stay open. I thought I'm gonna faint somehow. But luckily, FOOD gave me some energy to end off the tiring day ;)

Oooh tomorrow we'll be able to see Shirley in her braces! Geez, hope it didn't hurt too much! :S She said that after putting on braces, its gonna be soup, soup and only soup for the next few weeks (if I didn't remember wrongly). Omgggggg lahh, if I were her, I probably can't take it after three days. Afterall, what's life without food? :P

D&T. I didn't do much during the weekends.. Okay, corrections. I didn't do anything related to D&T during the weekends. Moreover, my printer broke down, can't get any pictures printed. Fortunately, I can still catch up some work this few days and get my pictures before the next D&T lesson.

Actually, D&T plus other subjects weren't on my To-Do list the last weekend as all the students went out for CIP on Saturday and when I came home, I went out again. Ah har, talking about CIP. 4e3's location was around Orchard area. My group was supposed to do our flag day at the entrances of Center Point, but we got asked to leave that place. Ridicuous. OG's security guards didn't chase us away though :P I went around asking the same old question "Hello! Would you like to donate to the needy students in Singapore?" and ending it with "Thank you have a nice day!" Our saliva's all dried up by the time we can leave for school. I'll say its alright, kinda pleasant. Thats the least we could do to help others anyway :)

So then I went to stay over @ Ling's house with PoruShine! Got some hot news/updates from some of them and spent the rest of the night playing some board games. Okay hellloo, its not the same-old-boring-monopoly or snake and ladder, but its Saboteur and I'm The Boss. Man you sure gotta have some brains paired up with fast reactions to play these games. & my brain just ain't working when I'm playing Saboteur. Heh. Anyways, I finally can let loose my emotions on that very night. I felt so stress free, though its just for that very period. 'Cos I know once Sunday waves me goodbye, Monday blue is gonna come knocking again. Life, life, life.

Okay I wanna go catch some sleep. Real tired, but still looking forward to dance tomorrow ;) Can't wait to see those jovial girls!

Till then.

In time to come, I'll be stronger. I'll persevere. I'll stay in a piece. I ain't gonna give up just yet. I'll pull through all these.

Fate.

The feeling's strong, yet it don't belong...

2009-01-31T00:44:00.003+08:00

Can you please hold me when I fallllllllllllllllllllllll

'Cos I really am falling

Falling out and apart

Dammit

I'm absolutely exhausted

I'm so friggin' burned out

I'm feeling ever so tired

Gosh, I'm real worn out

Yes

I may still be smiling, but only God knows its an empty smile...

So what now?

I believe, I believe, I believe. Now how much exactly can a person believe?

Sayangku

2009-01-28T20:09:00.011+08:00

Dance on 22Jan, Thursday!

OMGGGGG

M.D Cheerleading Team Yoooo!

Modern Dance Presents.... !

That clumsyhead up there all shaky, feeling like jelly! :P

Hahahaha I'm such a strong base :P

Liberty? Uhh no Souyoung whats the name for this stunt again?

PiggybackED: Jasmine, Cassandra
PiggybackING: Hauyan, Jolene
hhahahahaha

My face looks like I'm stoning down there :

Split in the air!

If photoshop can take away Jolene, Kelly and Me in the picture, Cass would be doing a 'perfect' split in the air! Heeeheeehee

Those lovely babes

Godddd, whats the name for this again??

Ballerina showing some serious stuff

Chinese New Year Day One, 26 Jan, Monday

Mama and Me! ;)

Love~ is all that I can give to you~

Luckily Sister helped me with the eyeliner, if not I'm so gonna look like Pandaaaaaaaaaa :O

Omg I have short hair!

Look up and smileeeeeeeee :)

Peeping Tom! :P

We'll conquer those worries, together.. :)

Heh

Hehe!

Waiting for Eclipse...

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Sister, Ling, with AUGUST :D

Sister, Ling with BILLY :D

Mama said that we look real alike in this picture, really?

There're a lil' more pics: HERE :)

Pressing on goes perfect with a lil' of encouragement

2009-01-27T14:57:00.006+08:00

Eclipse

Its just so spectacular; filling my heart with uncountable emotions.

新年快乐！

2009-01-25T23:28:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year To All! :D

May the Year of Ox be pleasant and filled with joyous moments!

One more occasion worth celebrating today, 25th Jan 09....

Happy 16th Birthday To Zafir! :D

Treasure every lil' bit of life

2009-01-21T20:00:00.004+08:00

17 January 2009

From the day that they started dating...

Till the day that they'd walk together hand in hand for eighteen years...
And now a happy family with two lovely daughters...
We must be the most fortunate family ever :)

Happy 18th year anniversary to PapaMama! Genuine love ain't lie :) May they last till the end of the world, if apocalypse is really ever gonna happen.

Okay, gotta rush ro do Physics PP and D&T homework!

I love you, you love me, we are happy family :)

2009-01-20T00:03:00.014+08:00

I have the sudden urge to blog, to blog all bout' my family day out on the 18th. But its gonna take some time. Its already 1:05AM and I ain't feeling too sleepy 'cos of the RedBull I drank today :P Still, rest and sleep is essential. Gonna need it before I wake up at 5:30AM later.

I'll definitely write more bout' that day. For now, let the pictures talk to you instead. Till then.. :)

Every laughter drives the pain away

2009-01-17T23:35:00.006+08:00

Embrace the sun and feel its warmth

It sure feels good to fly. After the cheerleading refresher course on Monday, I have the sudden urge to defy gravity and reach for the highest, going against it with no fear. Alright, the course was absolutely enjoyable, though there're no more than 15 people :) Hehe, looking forward to the cheerleading competition this year. May the Fullerton cheerleading head success in all those plans and of course the competition itself! Heard from Mrs Tiu that there'll be two cheerleading competitions this year. So all the best, cheerleaders! ;) Geez, guess I ain't joining. Got so so so much to focus on. I've already experience a hectic week since Monday, so it means there're more to come. Gosh. Bring it all on, I'll plan and prepare my weapons to fight the war.

As busy as it is, today is just as realaxing. Went out with Shirley, Chien Nee and Vivian to the open house at NAFA and Lasalle. Oh my god, the goodie baggggggggg. Heeheeheee. Okay, I'm still thinking whether I should put NAFA as one of my choices, putting aside what my results would be at the end of this year. Hmm.. if I were to go there, I'll definitely take dance. But its gonna be real expensive. On another hand, Papa strongly disagree about me taking/studying dance. Like all parents, I know he's worried that I won't earn enough $$$, don't have a bright future and all these issues.. But I really must calm Papa down 'cos TP is still my ideal choice :D Uhhh no wait wait, lemme finish with this big O first before I even think bout' where I wanna head after that.

Continue. After the two open house, Chien Nee left at around 4pm for her church. Leaving the three of us walking around and looking for a place to fill out stomach. Finally settle in a mini foodcourt, ate and went around shop shop. Yessa, all thanks to Shirley, I bought my pump shoes! No more sneakers! Hehehehehehhehe :D Vivian and Shirley left afterwhich and I went to meet up with Sister, Cindi, Wendy, Jeremy and Ck. Had our dinner at Shaw Tower. Geez, I was so friggin' hungry at that point that I feel like I could eat a few plates of spaghetti. Heee, but luckily Sister and Cindi 's Soup with bun came in time to save my growling stomach. I had cheese bolognese spaghetti and its simply delicious ;) Went to have ice cream at Tom's Palette, gosh I love their salted caramel cheesecake and also chocolate! Yummyyyyyyy.

Sister and I are lazyheads as we decided to take a cab home instead of taking the train. So we reached home fast, took a nice long bath and there, goodnight sweetie of all kinds! :D

Tell me I'm special even though I know I'm nothing near

2009-01-12T23:58:00.006+08:00

If I could paint my room like the night sky, there'll be more stars than you can ever imagine.

Busy, busy, busy. The time now is 12:16AM. I just finished printing out some research/notes/homework. My life has never been this packed, with things to do every single day. But I'm pretty contented 'cos at least its better than nothing to do.

Super-Teens course has made me a stronger person, with more self-confidence and a lil' higher self-esteem.. :) There're so much more I've learnt, lessons that will be remembered. I ain't gonna elaborate further, you gotta attend to know and feel exactly what I'm feeling. Best ever ;)

Okay, say I've got moodswing or what. But, sigh.. It seems to be always like this for me. A packed schedule would come with a mixture of emotions. Be it sad, low spirit, angry, happy, blessed, excited or fear, they all lies in the mixture of emotions. Goddddd, what a great deal to come in a perfect package with a packed schedule & a busy week. Dang. You feelin' me? Sigh.

A jillion thoughts have been running a marathon in my mind. And yes, I'm getting all mixed up.

Till then.

If only Ling is here, I won't have to face it all alone. But even if I'm all aloneand shivering now, I'm still gonna press on...

Damn it, God knows I'm a bad shooter 'cos I keep missing you.

Feeling ever so strong

2009-01-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

After these three days of Super-Teen, I now feel really super about everything :) Its late right now, will update more about this superb course and the marvellous instructors/friends in the next post!

Goodnight, all beautiful creatures around the universe.

You must be grinning to see me break apart

2009-01-07T19:50:00.008+08:00

If you think you'd always been wrong. If you think I'm such a selfish, self-centered person. If you think I'm the greatest liar in the entire universe. If you think you're such a fool to have cared and loved me all this while. If you think I've not been in someone else's shoes and think for them. If you feel that I've never put myself in your shoes. If you feel that you have done a whole lot for me and I have returned you nothing. If you think you know me very well from inside out to upside down. If you think you understand my difficult situation very clearly when I have not even told you a single thing. If you think I'll sing to any Tom, Dick, Harry. If you think I'll give presents to people I don't care about. If you think there's no good reason to my actions. If you think I only care for myself and no one else. If you really think that Doraemon has been murdered/killed/slaughtered/massacred/tortured by me. If you think that I've toyed with your feelings. If you think you'd always been wrong about the star. If you now think of me as the most evil, wicked, loathsome, immoral living thing..

If you're reading this and nodding your head, agreeing to what I've said above, then... Thanks so much. Thank you for everything, You can forget about me. You can ignore me. You can don't talk to me. You can spread everything bad about me. You can do whatever you want that pleases you. You can don't give a damn about me no more. You can stop showering me with all your care and concern. You can just walk away and pretend you never knew me. You can close both eyes when you see me. You can just pretend I'm so dark you can't even see me. You can go fix back your heart. You can go get all your friends to listen to you. You can tear away the paper heart. You can cut as many holes as you want in the shawl. You can befriend me. You can leave me and head to wherever you want. You can leave me all alone. You can... You can... Just go ahead,

If thats what you want...

I've never felt so misguided...

2009-01-06T22:31:00.005+08:00

Twinkle twinkle lil' star, how I wonder what you are. Up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky. Twinkle twinkle lil' star, how I wonder what you are.

Nonchalant.

2009-01-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

When I woke up yesterday morning, my ankle was hurting big time. But luckily for me, Mama gave me a very effective oilment to rub and now, I'm all well, alive and kicking! :D

Sigh, was supposed to go cycling @ Pulau Ubin with PoruShine today, but I've got lotsa things that need to be done, so Sister and I missed the fun. Geez, hopefully we'll meet up soon yea? Misses.

Ahhhh, school tomorrow. Not something I look forward to actually.. Hmm. But I'm looking forward to the time after curriculum time :P 'Cos there'll be dance audition for the new Sec Ones! Hehehe.

Okay, beauty sleep is essential. I'm getting black and puffy eyes. Till then.

Right above our heads, the stars shine bright

2009-01-02T20:07:00.015+08:00

Omg! Flasher! :O hahhahahhaha. Oops!

Trying to light up the sparkler

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Twist! Ehh alamak, can't see my face uhh -.-

Too darkk :S

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Yeahh! :D :D

Yessa, smiles all over our faces :D

Heh :)

:) :)
My sexy back view, Ck and Jeremy! HAHAHAA :P

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Pretty shot!

Ling, ZiHui, Wendyyyyyyyyy! ;)

One more shot!

Light them up!

Heee!

Kids!

Kid and Kiddo, real bestfriends! :P

P for PoruShine! :D

Cindi! :D

Jia! :D

ZiHui! ;)

Wen Di! ;)

Wen Di! :D

Okayy, although you always start a war with me, I'll still miss you yea! In fact, I'm missing you already! :)

A.L.L.I.A.N.C.E !

Hey yo!

Ling! :D

Melvin! ;)

Ck's jump shot from bbq pit's table! P.S look at the calafares behind! :P

Jeremy! ;) Yeah I know I'm very good and nice right, thats why the 'good' sign! :D

Peace!

Ck! :D

Yes you! You still owe me a treat for my injury!

SHAKE YOUR ASS FOR ME take 1

SHAKE YOUR ASS FOR ME take 2

SHAKE YOUR ASS FOR ME take 3

SHAKE YOUR ASS FOR ME take 4

Happy New Year! Yes I'm a day late, but I can still feel the new atmosphere of 2009 :D

The last day of 2008 was indeed memorable, 'cos it was spent with awesome buddies, Ling, Cindi, wendy, ZiHui, Jeremy, Ck and Melvin! Okay, Sister was not with us three quarter of the time as she countdown-ed with someone elseeeee. Hehehe. Okay, lemme just put everything in one perfect word to describe our great time spent together. SPLENDID! :D

Oh yeaaa, so today was the first day of school, marking the start of a new year of challenges. I know, its gonna be tough.. There'll be SYF for dance, responsibilities, the big O and many other tiny matters which add up to become a big matter. Must persevere and keep things balance yea! Oooh yaa, I really hope I won't disappoint my classmates as the vice chairperson uhh.. I ain't sure of my own ability to bond the class... Heh, but luckily, there's Vivian! :D And Shirley is still gonna help us, right right? :P

Moving onnnn, dance performance for the Sec Ones today, was horrible. Maybe its just me. But, yeah. I'm such a letdown.. Sigh. But nooooo, I shall not let it bother me too much. 'Cos I still gonna work hard for SYF! Yes yes yes, endure! ;)

Wait. Here's the bad news. I kinda sprained my ankle while running to the back stage today.. But it ain't as bad/swollen as JiaYan's ankle last time :S It just hurt a lil' when I walk. Hmm, gonna rub with some oilment later.

Getting sleepy already. Heh, goodnight :)

Superb trip :)

2008-12-30T19:56:00.003+08:00

Sentosa outing on Sunday was damn wicked! We spent a splendid afternoon there and enjoyed as much as we could. Thank God it was an absolutely beautiful weather that day :) Alrights, to sum up everything, these are the words/phrases that are linked to our awesome day out:

! Ling; Cindi; Sister; Wendy; Jeremy; Ck; Loon; Bk ;)
! Crab meat sandwich; Egg sandwich; Potato salad; Spaghetti :D :D
! VOLLEYBALL!
! Dumping people into the sea. HAHAHA.
! Sexy, long cut/scratch/scar on my back thanks to some Small Eyes Monster! ARGH.
! Capturing our happy faces with the camera!
! Showering at a super low class toilet!
! World War with Wendy(VIOLENCE) and Ck(SEM) in the back of the car while Ling is driving :S
! Dinner at Jalan Kayu. Though its super expensive, the food is still savory :)
! Ling drove us home, EIGHT people sqeezing in a lil' car.

Heh. Thats about it uh. Well, I didn't have a good night sleep that day though. 'Cos I actually dreamt that I'm at the back of the car, having a war with Wendy, Jeremy and Ck. Gosh, its three against one, how can I win? But its still a dream that had stolen my sleep. Hmph.

On Monday, I woke up early in the morning 7AM 'cos there's dance practice! Yessa, like finally! :D :D Although I'm beat due to the outing the previous afternoon, I was very excited for dance mann! Heee. We were supposed to continue our SYF piece, but then.. We came to know that we're going to perform on Friday, during the Sec One Orientation! OMG. Its kinda like a very last minute thing.. But we still managed to finish the whole choreography in two consecutive days(plus today)! Also, thanks to Mr Ben, we got so high while dancing and we enjoyed every single beat :) Okayy, I know the dance can be tiring too, but how can it be compared with our SYF 06' and SYF 09'? No complains yea! ;)

Ooh ya! Tomorrow is the last day of 2008. Countdown @ Downtown! Can't wait to meet up with the guys again :D & yessa! Stayover at Ling's house! Heeee.

Ehhh, am I a lil' too ecstatic uh? Geez. Its okay. I'm stopping now :)

A sweet heart for a smiling face, a sweet love from a sincere heart.

2008-12-27T14:30:00.002+08:00

"Smiling is infectious; you catch it like the flu.
When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too.
I passed around a corner and someone saw my grin,
when he smiled I realised I'd passed it on to him.
I thought about that smile when I realised its worth,
a single smile, just like mine could travel around the earth.
So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected,
let's start and epidemic quick, and get the world infected!"

:D :D :D

Yellow is the colour of sunshine, orange is the colour of joy.
Pink is the colour of falling in love, with everything ever so nice.
Now that I'm feeling all the three colours, I guess I can bid sorrow goodbye :)

Yessa! I'm going to Sentosa tomorrow, together with Ling, Sister, Cindi, Ck, Wendy, Jeremy, Loon, Bk and Bryan! I'm already on cloud nine :D (ignoring the fact that I've yet to finish my hols homework) Heh. Okayyy, I already have a plan when to do which homework, so hopefully I can finish them all on time.

Alrights, till then!

They say its love, I say its not. So what now?

2008-12-23T12:23:00.005+08:00

In the train, on the way, to catch Twilight.

Aiyo, I don't why my face like that uh :/

HAHAH! :P

Reflectionnnnnn :)

OMG! The violent girl's hand is right behind Ling's head!

Trying to squeeze together~

Look at the cam, evil Wendy! :P

Gotcha! HAHAHA.

Wendy looking, Ck stoning, I'm smiling, Sister talking.

Cheesee!

Focus on the background of this pic! (Sister look so serious eh)

This photo depicts how a girl eye at a guy!

Looking like an alien uhh

Now, I'll rather watch Bolt for the second time than watch Twilight for the first time. The book is so much nicer uhhh. The way Edward looks at Bella, is like he's gonna eat her up :O Hahahhaha. Yessa, yesterday was spent with the same old peeps, a movie outing :)

Oh oh, I'm so very looking forward to tomorrow, Christmas Eve :) 'Cos we've got some plans already. Hopefully the plans do work out. God will really help us by not showering us with rain :D

Alright. I'm gonna do the most boring thing ever after I shut down this machine.. Holiday Homework -.- Mama hasn't been nagging me to do them, but I figure its better I do it myself before she comes screaming at my ears for not touching them eh.

Last of all, a quiz kapok from Wanyu's blogggg! Heh :P

How old will you turn in 2009?
! Sixteen :D

Would you rather love one person or have many short relationship?
! Love one person.

Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
! Uhh, if that includes we love each other than probably yes.

When was the last time you laughed?
! Yesterday night, when I'm on the phone ;)

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
! Hugging my bolster and sleeping all my way.

Whats your relationship with the person you last texted?
! Friends!

What did you do today?
! Woke up, eat..

Who do you really want to see right now?
! Ling and Cindi. 'Cos they're having fun at Pulau Ubin now! :P

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
! No way.

Who's your last missed call?
! Ck/Mariam :P

What's something you really want right now?
! A hug :S

What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
! Shit, I'm supposed to go get my books, but I'm late!

Would you go back in time if you had the chance?
! Yes, to cherish something which I gave up myself.

What is something you need to go shopping for?
! School shoes, running shoes, heels, flats.. to sum everything up, I NEED SHOES!

Do you want kids?
! One is too lonely; Two is just nice; Three is the maximum :P

Are you in love with anyone?
! I ain't sure of my feelings eh.

How's your heart lately?
! Oh my heart is good, no heart problems! :D

When was the last time you slept on the floor?
! Can't recall..

What is bothering you right now?
! The most boring boring super boring holiday homework!

What does your last received text message says?
! "Alrights, looking forward to it :)"

Where are you right now?
! My parent's room.

Do you like country music?
! Hahahha, some of them.

Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?
! YES.

How is your hair styled right now?
! Who styles their hair when they ain't going no where?

Do you like your first name?
! My first name is Loong, or Hau yan???

Last thing you drank?
! Milo :D

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
! Noo! I'll get car sick!

What did you do 15 minutes ago?
! Checking some stuff~

Do you think you are a good person?
! Ooh really? Thanks mann! :P HAHAHA.

The sweetest person in your life?
! Hmm..

The person you're chatting with now?
! Khairi!

The languages you are able to speak?
! English, Chinese, a lil' of cantonese.

The last person whom you screwed?
! Eh eh, I don't know..

Where do you wish to work?
! At Oschool/StudioWu. Heh.

What are you specially good at?
! Erm.. Never stop moving around? :S

Would you date someone younger then you?
! If we're really so in love.. Probably, yes?

Who are you to yourself?
! I'm just me to myself.

Do you forgive people easily?
! Heh, it depends on the situation..

Which girl is precious to you now?
! Sister, Ling, Cindi, Jia, Shirley, Vivian, Chien Nee, Jia Yan :)

Your dressing style?
! Anything that I feel comfortable in.

How different are you from other girls?
! I'm getting more and more boy-like.. How diferrent is this?

The bad point in yourself?
! I get irritated easily and when I do, I tend to vent it on people I love... :S

The last contact in your hp?
! Zhong Min, used to be dancemate.

Your favourite song?
! Songs by Secondhand Serenade and many more!

Two hated contacts in your hp?
! I wouldn't have kept his/her contact if I hate them ehh.

Learn one language in 10 days?
! I'll perfect my English!

One gorgeous girl you came across?
! Shirley is drop dead gorgeous right? :D

Whose your biggest enemy?
! I don't want enemy.

Which gang do you support?
! Gang? Hahahahaha, I'm neutral.

Do you have a blogspot?
! YESSSSS.

Do you like people who smoke?
! I don't exactly like people who smoke, but I don't mind that they smoke.

What do you think about modelling?
! Tall sexy babes and hot hunks; cool eh!

Given a chance, would you like to be a model?
! Why not!

Whose approval do you usually seek first?
! Depends on what approval you're talking bout'.

What do you wish to be in future?
! I wish to be _________(haven't thought about this) and a freelance dancer! :D

The next 5 lucky people to do this quiz :
! Jasmine
! Shirley
! Hauyee
! Ling
! ANYONE!

Till then :)

Overloved

2008-12-21T13:44:00.005+08:00

hahahhaa :P

They say love is the irresistable desire to be irresistibly desired.
They say beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.
They say love is blind..

The earth stood still as your puppy eyes locked to mine,
nothing else is as capturing as your sparkling eyes ;)

Is it love or is it pure admiration?
I couldn't tell.
I couldn't figure it out myself.

Take my hand and let's just dance

2008-12-20T14:59:00.009+08:00

Heeheehee

Lydia!

Yum yum~

Chocolate éclair! ITS FRIGGIN' GOOD!

:D :D :D

Viviannnnnn~

Heh,

Make us pissed and you will die! hahahhahha :P

Please..?

:D

Pamela! :)

:P

blurrrrr :S

Aaron and Roy at the back.......... :O HAHA.

Bleah!

Okay, sorry for the unglam-ness in the photos above. Heeeee. Anyway, there're more photos in Shirley's camera, await for her to post! :D Oh yaa uhh, I didn't get to take picture with you Shirleyyy! Haiyo.. :S

Alright. Yessa, yesterday's Christmas party was a blast! The food is delicious, the people there are friendly, the lounge is comfortable, the ambience is high, basically everything is just nice! Perfect :)

No coincidence was meant to be.

2008-12-19T00:42:00.009+08:00

Ehhh my hair!

Pose pose~

Heee.

Heh.

Am I so dark I can't be seen? :S

Nice one! ;)

Pose pose pose pose

1, 2, 3, 4 :D

A smile a day, keep monsters away. Always the same, never change :)

SHOCK?!? :O

Hmm, ain't very clear ehh.

I am definitely not a monkey in my previous life. 'Cos when I tried to climb a tree yesterday, I ended up with scratches on my big fat thigh! Heh. Yesterday...

After having a scrumptious dinner at Changi, Papa drove us(Mama, Sister, Ling, Cindi, Me) to Changi beach to chill awhile. Yes right right, thats when Cindi, Ling and I started to climb this humongous tree. Okay, I did manage to climb up, but Cindi had to push my ass up so that I could sit on the tree before my ass gets to the ground. HAHAHAHA :P Moving along, we went to a temple afterwhich. Then then then, Papa decided to bring us to the airport for Swensen's! Yessa, Papa's treat! :D Hehehehe. The Regular Earthquake which consists of 8 different flavours that we'd chosen and the Cookie Summit was very pleasing. The Mee Goreng and Fries was yummy too! :D

Okay, so that was the highlight for yesterday. As for today, 19 Dec, 1:01AM, my current emotion is, ECSTATIC :) 'Cos I'm gonna doll myself up, dress like a proper girl and get all ready for Christmas Blow Up Party in the evening! :D Moreover, its gonna be with Chien Nee, Shirley and Vivian! Geez, I can't even remember the very last time the four of us hang out together eh. So yesssss, I can't wait ;)

Oh no no wait. Other than feeling excited, I'm feeling kinda angry? 'Cos of this certain someone. Hmph. I'm so gonna rip off my bolster's head. ARGH.

Geez, angry no more. I don't wanna get double eyelid when I wake up in the morning uhh. Wouldn't be nice. Heh, till then! :)

Everything nice :)

2008-12-16T14:26:00.015+08:00

With Ling, Cindi, Sister, Wendy, CK, Daniel and Wei Xiang, this trip to Genting was definitely enoyable and worth remembering! We had lotsa wars and battles throughout our whole journey.. Ling came back with a "SEXY" voice and a few blue blacks; Daniel came back with a few scratches(from Wendy); and I came back with a sore shoulder cos' of WENDY! For your information, Wendy is an extremely violent girl! HAHAHAAHAHAHA, I hope she don't see this :P

Okay okay, in conclusion, the trip was a blast! :D I'm looking forward to the next outing with those warriors! Now let the pictures talk!

Jump shot! : Alicia, Ling, Sister, Cindi :D

Pose for the camera babes!

Zheng Hui!

BK!

Alicia!

Our hotel :) geez, look at the fog! Oh ya, I'm very glad to know that we ain't staying in First World Hotel... :S

Ling!

Wendy, Alicia and Me !

Me, Heidi, BK !

Take two!

Sister, Me, Heidi, BK :D

Hey girl, how's your blueblacks? :P

Sistersssssssssssssss :D

Big size + high energy level Daniel aka Our personal maid!

From left to right, CK, Ling, Alicia, Sister, Cindi, BK. Hahahahha, zoom in to Ling's face! :P

Violence is just beside me.. HAHA!

;)

Jump jump jump~

Heh

Dinosaur land!

The exit of the Haunted House is pretty cool eh!

blurrrr

While we wait to play pool, we can't resist to take more pictures :)

Who's the most monkey-like?

Happy;

Angry;

Sad;

Joy!

There're still other photos, but all with Daniel. I'll upload again after I kapok from his facebook! Hahaha. Till then! :D

Every lil' thing you said

2008-12-12T13:54:00.007+08:00

First of all, I wanna say that... I AM GOING TO GENTING IN 7.5 HOURS TIME! Yessssssssa, I can't wait to get my ass out of my crib and get into the bus and get goingggggggg! :D :D

Anyway, yesterday was a day out with Sister and Kevin. Geez, he's super shy mann. But yaa, Sister went for a job interview and yessa! She got the job! Heehee, which means when its her pay day, I'll get my ice-cream treat from her! How fabulous :D

Below are a few pics taken yesterday,

Ooohh~

What a long hand uhhh. HAHA

The differences between my sister and I are great, even in jumping... Heeheehee

1, 2, 3, JUMPPPPPPPPP!

Mission failed.... :P

Yes! I'm flyinggggggggggg

Okay, I'm real excited for the trip tonight :) It'd been four years since I last visit Genting and all the loud-screaming, eyes-popping and hair-raising indoor plus outdoor rides! Hehehehehehehehe!

Alright alrights, I shall update soon, after my return. Corkscrew, Euro Express, Space Shot, Cyclone, Spinner, Flying Dragon and Rolling Thunder Mine Train..... HERE I COME! :D

Fallin' Out

2008-12-10T20:40:00.005+08:00

Oh mann, I'm currently in love with this song, Fallin' Out, by Keyshia Cole. Yea it ain't a new song or what, but the rhythm, beat and lyrics makes my heart goes oohhhhhh. Anyway, I love the dance in the vid too! Awesome choreography :)

"Baby I'm slowly fallin' out of love with you, I don't know what to do, how did we end up here this way? what are we gonna do?"

Beautiful. Sigh, till then.

Every wound requires time to heal

2008-12-09T23:06:00.003+08:00

"Remember, you're a great person. Things will work out for you, and they always have been."

Just when I'm feeling down, your text made me smile. Thanks man, your words gave me the courage to hang on... :) come back soon.

Just cos' you're miserable doesn't mean you can't enjoy life, God please make this true

2008-12-08T19:55:00.005+08:00

Turn on the light, oh so bright.

Yesterday was spent with Sister, Ling, Cindi and Casper. Although everything was kinda last minute, we still enjoyed the night. Orchard was light up with beautiful decorations that had captured my eyes and melt my heart. Okay, the decorations may not be the best idea or design of all the years, but to me, its already more than perfect. Well, I can't even recall when was the last time I've seen these sorta lightings in the streets.

Sigh, anyway, there're so many things going on. I'm so confused, but I don't know who to talk to or who to tell the story to. No wait, I don't even know what is so bloody wrong? What did I do that made you so pissed off? What did I say? I'd rather you come to my face and tell me things straight. Yes, you can scream and yell and vent all your anger at me. So why let things hang in the mid air and let both of us suffer from this invisible pain? When I went out yesterday, I hide my feelings perfectly. I didn't even tell my most trustworthy buddy in the universe.. 'Cos I seriously don't know what to say. What is there to say when I've no idea whats so wrong? Dang, I'm feeling miserable.

Go away, misery, I don't wanna be your new found buddy.

OBS; Pulau Ubin; S.N.U; Memories

2008-12-06T14:42:00.005+08:00

S.N.U love :)

When I showed up in front of my own house.....

Sister: " WAA.."
Mama: " WA, so black!"
Papa: *stare at me* "Who are you???"

OMGGGGGGG... !

Yessa, I'm back from OBS Camp @ Pulau Ubin. There're so many things I wanna talk about.. So much that I don't know where to start. But there's one thing I'll like to say..

To my dearest S.N.U aka Sang Nila Uama group: Ryan, Vivian, Nanah, Shamym, Milah, Afifah, Ken, Elyssa, Amanda, Hafiz, Ruzaimy, Darren, David, Hazmi and Aqil, thank you for eveything. All the times we spent together, I'll always remember. Sorry if I did something wrong that hurt your feelings, please do forgive me, I didn't mean to do it intentionally. We'll meet up soon yea? :) With hugs and love.

Alrights, everything that I've been through in this Camp, they'll be lock in my heart as the best memories I'll ever get :D

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, I'm angry..

2008-11-30T20:15:00.003+08:00

Night time,
Tomorrow, I'll be going to OBS Camp. I ain't sure if I'm gonna keep my spirit high throughout all the five days and I'm worried bout' my survival. I mean, can I survive in this camp? Uhh.. What if I drown? What if I get lost during night walk? What if I fall down and break my leg? Oh my god...

Okay, I'm really worried. Or is it too worried? Sigh, may things go well. Till then.

They are all in my heart, now and forever

2008-11-27T20:16:00.006+08:00

heh (:

Just finish teaching Papa how to use webcam. The advantage would be.. next time when Mama, sis and I go overseas without Papa, we can use webcam to check on Papa! Heeheehee.

Here's a quiz, from Jasmine! :D

1. The one who asked me to do this survey?
! Jasmine :)

2. The relationship between us?
! Friends, dancemates :D

3. The 3 expression of her?
! Funny, complain queen :P and a very good ballet dancer ;)

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you?
! Made me promise to go eat fried ice-cream with her!

5. The most memorable thing she said to you?
! Hauyan, want to go eat fried ice-cream after dance??? HAHAHA!

6. If he or she becomes your LOVER, you will?
! Oh my god, we aren't lesbians!

7. If he or she becomes your LOVER, what should he/she improve on?
! Hello hello, I just said we aren't lesbians.

8. If he or she becomes your enemy you will?
! Nooooooo! Having enemy is a very stressful thing..

9. If he or she becomes your enemy, the reason could be?
! Hmm.. different thinkings/ideas...?

10. The most desirable thing you wanna do for him/her.
! Pull her to go to gym with Jiayan, Cass, Souyoung, Kelly and me! Heeheehee!

11. Your overall impression of him is?
! Good!

12. How do you think the people around you feel for you.
! Hmm.. ask 'em :D

13. What I love about myself?
! Uhh, I love myself because I love my friends and I love dance! Heh.

14.What I dislike about myself?
! I can be stubborn at times and I tend to throw my temper in front of people I love.. Tsktsk, not nice.

15. The Most Ideal Person you want to be is?
! I just wanna be myself, but still must improve to become a better person!

16. For people that care, love & concern for you, say something to them?
! Thank you for all the care and concern you gave me, I truly appreciate it, I love you! :)

17. Ten people that you pass the survey to is

>Ling
>Hauyee
>Cindi
>Shirley
>Hyder
>Jiayan
>Vivian
>Chiennee
>Chriss
>Doraemon

P.S geez, most of them, don't have a blog eh.

18. Who is No.6 having BGR with?(Jiayan)
! Oohh, she has yet to update me bout' her stuff, lemme ask her first.. Heehee!

19. Is No. 9 a male or female?(Chriss)
! Both! Right, sister/brother? :P

20. If No.7 & No.10 is together, will it be good?(Vivian and Doraemon)
! Hahahahhaha! I don't think Vivian likes Doraemon.

21. What is No. 2 studying about?(Hauyee)
! She just graduated from Bedok View Secondary School, busy studying newspaper 'cos she is now desperately looking for a job!

22. When is the last time you speak with No.3?(Cindi)
! Bout' 9 days ago.. :(

23. What music or band you think No.7 like?(Vivian)
! Hmm.. I think she likes all kind of music? Erm... Band uuuhh..

24. Does No.1 have any siblings?(Ling)
! She got LOADS! Wee, Loon, Shi, Yee, Yan, BK, Jia, JJ.. So many!

25. Would you woo No. 3?(Cindi)
! If I ever become a guy, why would I give up a beautiful lady like her? :P

26. Would you woo No. 8?(Chiennee)
! If I ever become a guy, I don't see no reason why not!

27. Is No. 4 single?(Shirley)
! She's single, but not available. Sorry guys out there! :P

28. What is the name of No. 5?(Hyder)
! Hahahha, its kinda inconvenient to type it out here, its so long and if he saw it, I'm dead meat! :P

29. What is the hobby of No.10?(Doraemon)
! Sports and watching sunset... Correct? :)

30. Does No. 5 & No. 9 get along well?(Hyder and Chriss)
! Nonono, they don't know each other.. yet.

31. Where is No. 2 studying at?(Hauyee)
! She was in Bedok View Secondary, but now she's schoolless.

32. Talk something casually about No. 1?(Ling)
! She's crazy over Dove chocolate! Yes yes, Dove chocolate taste really yummy, right right right?

33. Have you developed feelings for No. 6?(Jiayan)
! Yessss! She always come to my dream and give me nightmares, how can I not develope a type of feeling call irritated for her? Heeheehee! :P

34. Where does No. 9 lives at?(Chriss)
! A condo around Marine Parade, rich asssssssss :P

35. What colour does No. 4 likes?(Shirley)
! Red, black and ....?

36. Is No. 1 & No. 5 good friends?(Ling and Hyder)
! They don't exactly know each other..

37. Is No. 8 sexy?(Chiennee)
! Absolutely gorgeous, so how sexy is that? :)

38. What is No. 6 doing now?
! Hmm.. watching TV/ using computer/reading books/ sleeping/ eating.. Heh :D

Sweeter than honey

2008-11-26T10:34:00.004+08:00

One week in Malaysia, one week of not dancing, one week without friends, one week of shopping, one week of sight-seeing, one week of getting mosquito bites and one week of weight gaining. I wouldn't say that the trip was boring, just not as enjoyable as those trips before. All in all, I still had a lil' fun and laughters with my cousins :) Heh. Oh oh, not forgetting the shopping time! Shop shop shop, shop till I broke! Tsk tsk.

Oh yaaa, I reached home on Sunday evening, all tired and exhausted from that day's long ride back to Singapore. I thought I could get a long night rest and sleep all I want, but nooo! I gotta wake up early the very next morning to prepare to go for the Pre OBS Course training. Okayy, it was very lively with Jiayan, Jazmyne, Miaowen and all the rest. Heee, we took lotsa pictures! But but but, I'm having aches all over my body due to the training.. :S geez, I really hope I'll survive for the OBS Camp itself! 'Cos there're many rumours spreading around about the camp.. for example, if you wanna pee, you gotta dig a hole yourself. (OMG) and you can only bathe on the first and last day of the camp (DOUBLE OMG). Okay, so what now?

Anyway, the princess and the pauper is a very commendable show! Fated to love you, a Taiwan drama series is also damn worth watching! Okay, I'm random, just advertising for them eh. Heee. Uhh, nevermind about this.

Ohh, the day when I met Jiayan for the training, she told me bout' our SYF item, how is it going and stuff. Oh god, I missed out so much! I guess I'll have loads to catch up during our next practice which is like, on 29 december. Gosh, have to wait for so long! I can't wait for it and also to see all the dancers! Ooohhh yaa, I bought the girls some tidbits! Heeheeheee :D

Alrights, I'm off to watch 'Fated to love you' already! Till then :)

2008-11-24T17:58:00.015+08:00

Cousins!

Geez, a lil' blurrr

shocked or what?

uuuhh...

Yee, Han, Mun, Yan. Cousinz!

Heeheehee

Hahaha, sausage lips!

Flash that white, glistening teeth!

HAHAHA

Kak says I look gemuk :O

Heh :)

Me and my fav cousin - Wawa! :D

There's a great difference in our skin colours...

Hauntingly beautiful :)

This is my future house! : double story, with toilet in every room and balconies! Ooh yea, and that blue family car! :D

She only wants the car, not the house! :P

wowowowowow

Yaoyao and her Mama!

Incredibly adorable Yaoyao :)

He is awfully mischievous, yet absoluely lovable ;)

how malaysia this is~

Yessa, I am back! I'll blog bout' my trip soon, 'cos for now, I wanna watch Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni (命中注定我爱你) ! I'm so in love and addicted to it mann! Heh, alrights, till then.