Thursday, October 30, 2008
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There are times in life when someone, somebody or something you loved leaves you. "The pain, emptyness, lost, confusion and sadness overwhelm your heart so much.. No words can describe.." The feeling of loss, thats how it feels.
I've never experienced it before. But now that I understand how someone would feel when he or she lost something/someone, I wish I have the power to change that fact, to make the people around me happy again. But no, I don't have.
P.S hey sister, Happy Birthday :) I'll put up pictures when I got back my phone yea. Love.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
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I've made my speech, no more worries (:
Sunday, October 26, 2008
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This quiz is funnyyy :D (http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-harry-potter-husband-test) click and test for yourself!Your result for The Harry Potter Husband Test...
Mrs. Weasley Twin
Your perfect Harry Potter man is Fred and/or George Weasley.
Laughter is important to you. You want a guy who's never boring, who can always put a smile on your face, and who can pull the best of pranks and never get caught. Or possibly two such guys. Because let's face it, they're pretty much a two-fer. You get one, you get both. Even if one of them's only a friend, he'll still be around so much you'll feel like you're married to him, too. Sure, they may not seem like the most mature guys in the world, in a traditional sense, but just ask them about their business plan. When they drive you nuts by relentlessly testing their latest inventions on you, you can console youself with that huge stack of cash and dragon-leather jacket. Besides, you know you're powerless against those stereo smiles.
hahahaha, as if they will ever become my husband! Heee, oh well, maybe it'll happen, when I dream bout' them ;)
Thursday, October 23, 2008
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Dance practice today was pleasant and enjoyable :) especially after facing all the pressure coming from the exams eh. Heeee, I am so glad they're over, over, overrrrr. Okay, I'm slow. Uh, nevermind bout' that. Oh as I was talking bout' dance today, heeee, we kinda started with our SYF item. Its gonna be a wild, lively, happy, jumpy, bouncy and very energetic kind of dance. Love it mann! And I'll have to agree with Kelly that the song makes us happy! Right right right, Kelly? Heehee :D
Okay, I may be over reacting or what. Buttttt, I'm really looking forward to our next dance practice can! Can't wait for more enchanting moves! Alrights, I'll have to keep myself low 'cos I can't be high at this time. So goodnight for now.
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Yessa! I just gotten 60 bucks from papa and 10 bucks from mama! Okayyy, I'm supposed to get 120 bucks from papa 'cos of the two A1s and two A2s which appeared in the report book. Butttttttt, the deal between my parents and I had changed to 10 bucks for every A2 and 20 bucks for every A1. Haiyo, so much for getting all excited for my 50 bucks per A1 ! What's more, mama said that if my overall percentage is 72% and above, she'll gimme an additional 50 bucks, & that percentage turns out to be 71.7%... So yea, I gotta wave goodbye to that 50 dollar note which was nearly mine. Hehe, but mama was nice enough to gimme 10 bucks though! Heeheeheehee.
I'm currently waiting for Jiayan to send me a text so I'll travel back to school for dance practice.. like finally! Heee, I guess everything that's gonna happen in the practice later will be just as enjoyable as always, ehh no wait. Maybe except for the running ten rounds around the school part. Oh well, but I still thinks that the training for SYF this year isn't as tough as what we've experienced when we're under our previous instructor. Hopefully the juniors will understand and just put in their heart, their effort. Geez, I shall not say much, may nature take its course.
Anyway, my handphone is on the verge of breaking down. Eh no no, I should say that it is ageing now. Hence, getting different types of sickness. 'Cos you know what, I gotta go repair my handphone again, like, for the third/forth time this year! And I gotta do it fast 'cos the expiry date of my warranty card is on 4 November! Argh. Congrats Hauyan, all the best, may you survive using your old spare phone -.- Okayy, its not that I dislike using my old spare phone, its that, it ain't in a good condition.. Sigh, I'll just pray that my failing-health-handphone can get repaired soon.
Alrights, till then :)
Saturday, October 18, 2008
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2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last goodbye
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
Yea, that's something only love can do..
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People do different things to drown their sorrow right? Well, mama bought six cans of Pringles and one super big bar of Cadbury chocolate.. Yessa, to indulge in heavenly food is my way to keep misery away. Geez, out of all the asses in this entire universe, I'm sure gonna be the fattest one among them all. I mean, count those calories and you'll be able to picture those spare tyres... Aahhhh, nooooo!! But, cmon! Those food (more like tidbits) come to good use especially during those cheerless moments yea? So a lil' of it should not cause me too much of a tummy...
Oh well, I wasn't in a high spirit for the past few days, but I guess I'm feeling much better already. Uhh, lets put it this way. I could have eaten five hambugers yesterday to drown my gloominess. But today, two hamburgers would be enough.. Hahahaha.
Alrights, no more bout' eating and no more bout' despair yea. Okay, I wanna dance. I seriously missed dance practices. We're supposed to have a dance class last thursday, but due to the number of people that will be able to attend, the class was cancelled. Sigh, not a soul has entered it ever since CCAs are suspended for end of year exams, so I guess our dance studio is very dusty ehh.
Anyway, since there isn't any other places for me to relieve those feel-like-dancing feelings, I danced at home. Uh, okayy, I didn't exactly danced, 'cos I just practised handstand and tried headstand. Dang, it was a bad move, a very bad move. Would you consider getting arms ache (& i mean both arms) and a gigantic bump planted on your head as something good? No way man. Do you see what I mean?
Oh no wait, I'm supposed to be finding information for this Social Studies debate and not blogging.. Hehe! Okay then, I shall stop right here.
Happy face, its hard to show.
& how can I be happy, when you're not?
Thursday, October 16, 2008
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As I walk pass those peeps, I put on a broad (plus fake) smile on my bitter face and stretched out my hand with a twist. Dang, if only there was a mirror right in front of me, I would have saw that monstrous expression/action of mine. Well, my brain is not working right. I couldn't think of what to do or how to react, probably thats why the expression/action.
Moving on yea. Anyway, I was bloghopping the other day and found that there's this dance competition that will be held on November the first, at O School (73 Bras Basah Road, NTUC Trade Union House #06-01), at one pm. Yessa, gonna go support Fhunkie Stylerz! :) and maybe I'll get to see AuntNora in person :D oh oh, she's a very supportive mom!
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Hehe, I had a deal with my papa. For every A1 that appears in my report book, I'll get 50 bucks; for every A2 that appears in my report book, I'm gonna get 10 bucks; for every other grades, dream on about getting any bucks. HAHAHA, but good money eh? :P I'm currently trying very hard to save some cash. 'Cos I need to get some stuff under my need-and-want list and also, those money will come to good use in times of need isn't it?
Alrights, stopping here and off I go.
Tell me what you feel
& don't hide what is real
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
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Anywayyyyyyyy, here's my very belated dedication:
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Sufiyan, Melvin
Happy 15th Birthday To The Laziest And Evil-IEST Person/Orang/Caveman/Adik In The Entire Universe! hahahahaha :)
Happy 14th Birthday To The Garfield-IEST And Tallest And Always Smiling Young Kid/Cheerleader! heeeeeeeee :)
P.S thank you soooooo much for dumping me into the super salty sea! HAHAHAHAHA!
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Once I closed the door behind me and made sure no one sees, tears start rolling down my cheek. How could a single text message give me such a big impact? Its like, the total opposite of "hey! you made my day!". Honestly, it flipped me upside down, turned me inside out. I tried so hard to smile, but I couldn't help thinking how fake that smile of mine is gonna appear on my face.I'm pretty sure you won't read this, but this is what I really feel. Just when I needed you the most, just when I needed protection and don't know who to go to, I thought of you. Wishing/hoping/praying so hard that you'll appear right in front of me in whichever hero suit, coming to my rescue. Of course, it didn't happen, I'll just say its my imagination. Worse still, you told me you're disappointed. Ya huh, then what bout' me dude? Do you even know whats going on on my side? No, hell no, you don't. Right now, I'm not even sure if I'm supposed to feel angry, sad or nothing at all. How I wish, you can just pack your stuff and leave my mind. 'Cos I don't wanna think about it no more, I don't wanna run through what you've said, no, not again.
Tonight I'm falling
and I can't get up.
Monday, October 13, 2008
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I love their dance man!
Hello peeps! I'm back with blogging 'cos exams are over! Alrights, I've been staying at home since friday, boringgggggggg. Oh yaa.. I gotta apologize to Casper and friends uh, for the jalan raya thing. Geez, feel so bad uhh! Haiyo.
Oh well, anyway, there'll be plans tomorrow :) Outing, cheerleaders, cakes, birthday bash, beach, cycling, skating.. What else can I ask for? Uhh no wait, probably the only thing would be, a bright and sunny day.
I'll update again, with pictures of tomorrow's outing I guess. Till then, have a nice day :)
