Monday, December 8, 2008
♥ Just cos' you're miserable doesn't mean you can't enjoy life, God please make this true
Turn on the light, oh so bright.
Yesterday was spent with Sister, Ling, Cindi and Casper. Although everything was kinda last minute, we still enjoyed the night. Orchard was light up with beautiful decorations that had captured my eyes and melt my heart. Okay, the decorations may not be the best idea or design of all the years, but to me, its already more than perfect. Well, I can't even recall when was the last time I've seen these sorta lightings in the streets.
Sigh, anyway, there're so many things going on. I'm so confused, but I don't know who to talk to or who to tell the story to. No wait, I don't even know what is so bloody wrong? What did I do that made you so pissed off? What did I say? I'd rather you come to my face and tell me things straight. Yes, you can scream and yell and vent all your anger at me. So why let things hang in the mid air and let both of us suffer from this invisible pain? When I went out yesterday, I hide my feelings perfectly. I didn't even tell my most trustworthy buddy in the universe.. 'Cos I seriously don't know what to say. What is there to say when I've no idea whats so wrong? Dang, I'm feeling miserable.
Go away, misery, I don't wanna be your new found buddy.