Thursday, March 5, 2009
♥ Teach me to trust again
Its still clear and fresh in my mind things we'd talk about before. You told me that 'You Got Served' is a superb and must-watch movie. You told me before that I just gotta plug in, listen to those hiphop songs and just let my body do the dancing. You told me that you'll wait for our krumping session. Though I've yet to fufil any of it, all of these, I've not forgotten. Now what about you? What about you saying that you want to fufil the seniors' dreams? What about you telling me that you do enjoy dancing? Did you do it? Did your actions show it all? I'm sorry, but no.
Thanks sooo much. Sigh.
Disappointment engulfed me as I realised whats exactly going on. Initially, anger was all I felt, but somehow it had turned into a bitter pill. Thinking back about the lengthy chat we had just about two weeks ago, you now made me feel like a complete moron, for wasting precious time to talk to you, encourage you, motivate you and hear your side of thoughts. Back then, I even shared with you my own personal experience which nobody else I've told. Its just a few days back that I still carry a faith in you. I believed in you. I really did believed in you. I even am convinced that you will persevere and hold on till the end of the competition, like what you'd told me previously. But sad to say, you didn't. Its just so heart wrenching to know that I've put my trust in the wrong person, in you. My trust in you has now evaporated.
Do think about it, you lost all trust in someone you once trusted so much. So yes, thats how my heart's feeling. I am utterly disappointed in you.
When I sent the text,
I told you I'll be fine.
Truth is,
I wished you were by my side...
