♥ I'll put on my strongest front and face the toughest
Above was a video taken during our Speech Day rehearsal in 2008. Watching it really brings butterflies to my stomach as tomorrow will be our Speech day performance for 2009. This year, we're gonna perform the SYF piece that we'll also be dancing on 14 April, which is the actual SYF Central Judging. Ahhhh, I feel more of those butterflies right now! 14 April is just twelve days away you see! :S :S
Oh well, whatever it is, I just wanna do my best and smile all I can during performance tomorrow :) Welllll, who knows it might be the last performance we seniors have before stepping down. Gotta cherish all the time in the world that I have with those lovable dancers ;)
Pardon me, I'm gonna let out my emotions. Read it or leave it yeahhh, no harm done.
Yesterday was a day so wrong. I felt totally useless and vulnerable, a feeling that I've never experienced before. There're just so many thoughts that left me bewildered. The more I tried to shake them off my mind, the more they wanna stay in my head. I just couldn't control those tear glands of mine. Within a blink, tears start streaming down my face. Lost was the only word I could think of.
This morning was no where better. My mood was dampened just by one sentence. It has made me truly understand the feeling of being wronged. I certainly feel that everything was a misunderstanding, but I gotta sort out my thoughts and put my emotions in place before taking any actions. Sigh. This irriatating feeling was beyond words can describe.
Geez, thank goodness smiles came waiting for me at my doorstep. I gotta say a big THANK YOU to them girls who'd listened to my unhappiness :) Jy, HsuanYu, Vivian, thanks a whole lot babes. Really, really needed your listening ears. Sure enough, those smiles were brought by you girls. Love y'all a whole lot ;) & not forgetting, Ms Ang/Mrs tan, for the care and concern you gave me during yesterday's lil' chat :)
Phew. After typing everything out, I feel much more light-hearted. Okay, shall stay this way. Afterall, the kindest thing to do for the people you care most about is to become a joyous and cheerful person. For the people I love, I'll be happy :)
Yours Truly
Hey you
Hauyan ;
Sixteen ;
Am in ♥ ;
The sole reason for all the love I shower on my family and friends is because I cherish and treasure them real much.
I've got this inextinguishable burning passion - dance.
& defying gravity, I love the thrill of it.
